Ann Marie James

Resisting the Dream Ann Marie James

Can two overachievers discover how to make love work?




Nikolai is the fun-loving, flamboyant cousin of Sergei Barinov. He doesn't know a lot about cars but is happy working as the desk person at Everyone's Mechanic while he completes his doctorate in finance and accounting. While his parents never accepted who he was, he at least had Cousin Sergei's family to love and support him. Comfortable in his own skin, he dresses according to his mood, which could be a skirt and makeup or sweatpants. He has crushed on Brandon since he met him but has never been able to be around him without doing something embarrassing. He would love a chance to show Brandon that he's not just style without substance.




Brandon began interning with Sergei's company in college and has since worked his way up to be his right-hand man. He is very regimented, likes his routines and needs to stay focused to complete his many duties for Sergei. Brandon is also balancing secretly raising his now-fifteen-year-old brother. He has watched from afar as Nikolai went from being a gangly, awkward teenager to a stunning adult. Brandon might wish he could take the time to get to know Nikolai better, but he doesn't feel he can add one more thing to his already-full plate.




When Sergei tasks the pair to work together to plan an LGBTQ youth center, sparks fly. Will they decide to take a chance-or will outside forces ruin the possibility before they can even get started?