E J Noyes

If I Don't Ask E J Noyes

Rebecca Keane has it all figured out. With a successful
career as an Army surgeon and a fresh promotion to Lieutenant Colonel, she loves
her life leading a surgical team. Even if that life means she's spent years
hiding her sexuality and ignoring her desires under the Army's Don't Ask,
Don't Tell policy. Then Captain Sabine Fleischer's arrival sets off an
attraction that cracks Rebecca's carefully cultivated armor and brings about fresh
complications.




As Sabine's direct commanding officer, Rebecca knows she
cannot act on her attraction but that knowledge does nothing to squash her desires.
Unable to keep her thoughts about the alluring other woman under control,
Rebecca resigns herself to years of censoring her thoughts and feelings until
Sabine's time in the Army is done. She's spent decades suppressing parts of
herself for her job, so what's a few more years?




But as Rebecca and Sabine work closely together on
Army bases in Afghanistan and the States, the undeniable sparks between them
begin to ignite. And despite Rebecca's constant self-censure, her denials and
her knowledge of every obstacle standing between them, her resolve crumbles
with each passing day. But when the consequences of your love run deeper than
just breaking one of the unbreakable rules of the military, you risk losing
more than just your heart.












If I Don't Ask is
the must-read story telling Rebecca's side of the best-selling Ask, Tell.